any second now...

Ok, this has nothing to do with anything that I've been posting about...but just to put it out there into the void.

I don't understand myself sometimes. Sometimes things just roll off of me like water, you know? Sometimes I'm cool as a cucumber, ice cube, popsicle, whatever...I'm fine with whatever life throws at me, no big deal.

Then other times, it's like I'm frantic, always needing an answer and feeling like I'm not getting it.

I am being cryptic because I can be...but I guess I just needed to see it in writing so I can realize that I'm being paranoid and that I need to go shopping.

Shopping cures everything.