Friday, April 09, 2004
Space, the final frontier.
I need it, and I don't have it right now.
I need emotional space. I feel so weighted down. I feel trapped. I feel like I have no room to breathe. I feel surrounded. I feel like a maiden in a tower. I feel like I'm inside of a glass box...like I can see what's out there, but I can't quite get to it at this moment.
It's not fair. I can't feel guilty for wanting my space...I can't. I feel like I want to run, but I'm held back by obligation.
I can't run, that's also not fair. I need to be there for my family.
But I feel like my family needs to understand ME.
I need it, and I don't have it right now.
I need emotional space. I feel so weighted down. I feel trapped. I feel like I have no room to breathe. I feel surrounded. I feel like a maiden in a tower. I feel like I'm inside of a glass box...like I can see what's out there, but I can't quite get to it at this moment.
It's not fair. I can't feel guilty for wanting my space...I can't. I feel like I want to run, but I'm held back by obligation.
I can't run, that's also not fair. I need to be there for my family.
But I feel like my family needs to understand ME.
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