any second now...

All of these insurmountable tasks
That lay before me
All of the firsts
And the definite lasts
That lay in store for me

Love In Itself - Depeche Mode

I just wanted to add something a friend just reminded me of...these are the days of firsts.

This was my sister's first birthday without my dad.

This was the first Easter without him, too.

Next month will be the my first birthday, my mom's first anniversary and Mother's Day without him...

I have no thought to finish this entry.